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Getting my finances managed, back to uni and working two jobs! .. Gosh. Suicidal attempts to work myself to death, but I know that's not going to happen as long as I get my caffeine fix. I've recently finished Dawn of War II - Chaos Rising, and now I'm waiting to play Retribution! Gosh I love playing games now xD I also have some Warcraft II Reign of Chaos from the old days LOL! Everything seems better when I let off some steam while killing orcs, ogres, humans .. =P

I came across six billion secrets today. All these people who suffer from many things. Who've struggled all their lives. Who've been keeping things bottled up inside. Most of all, who need help. It's touching to see stories of hate, love, triumph, depression, friendship and loss. I wonder, there are so many of us out there, as humans, I mean there are A LOT of us, yet a LOT of us are scared. A lot of us are lonely. Why can't anyone reach out to the others. Why are we such judgmental creatures? Why can't we coexist without hurting each other? If there are so many of us, I truly believe no one should be lonely on this earth. I believe no one

Here before me lies a crossroad. I either move forth with my degree as planned, or take a break, and not a small one! It's a year! A whole year! During this year, I could complete Malja (Which lasts for six months, and starts in June), and get a day job along with my night job. If I choose to continue my degree, there's a good chance I might not be able to enter Malja with 100% commitment. I don't plan on doing half hearted jobs, because this is a huge project that will insure extra education, experience and exposure in the things I love the most. ART. Difficult decisions like these are not difficult if you have nothing on the line. This ti